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friendship

2011-02-21T03:46:00.004+08:00

Maybe some friendships aren’t meant to be saved. Maybe we’re meant to spend a certain part of our life with certain people… and then move on.

Friendship is perhaps one of the most beautiful relationships that two people can share.

To me friendship is all about sharing each other’s opinions, dreams, fears and hopes.

Friendship is about engaging conversations, which go on and on as friends lose track of time. Friendship is about cherishing old memories of togetherness and even creating new ones every day. Friendship does require a sound mutual understanding with lots and lots of love and care for each other.

But did you notice there is a change in our friendship. We are drifting farther away from each other; our conversation is always on the same thing and never bothers updating each other life anymore. Even when I tried, there will always be interruption or emotionless expression and reaction given by you. I can’t differentiate your appreciation or your sarcasticism. My care and concern towards you become hatred. Think about it why we never quarrel before, why are you always the right one, why didn’t you spare a thought for others, why your attitude towards me and others is so different. Memories of us remind me of how stupid I am to tolerate you for such a long time, hoping you will change.

Now I realise friendship isn’t about whom you have known the longest or hang around with the longest….It’s about who came, and never left by your side.

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"Friendship is delicate as a glass, once broken it can be fixed but there will always be cracks"
Waqas Ahmad

"A friendship that can cease has never been real." St Jerome

lies...

2010-12-23T01:23:00.002+08:00

people lie for lots of reasons, often because it seems like a way to get what they want with less effort. But like many short-term strategies, it's ineffective long-term. You run into people again later, and they remember you lied to them. And they tell lots of other people about it. That's what amazes me about lying. Most people who have told a lie think they got away with it....when in fact, they didnt..... R.P

2010-12-09T23:18:00.001+08:00

OMG

u are very irritating….

u have no idea how much I could wana avoid u…

not that people dun care for u, its just that you dun do the same thing to them n why u expect them to do the same thing back for u…

now I would say ur stubborn should be replaced by the word- S_T_U_P_I_D-

know your limit!

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I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they are right, you believe lies so that you learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

thoughts

2010-11-29T14:54:00.002+08:00

i thought we are close..but guess i was wrong
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It hurts to realize that them people you thought you'd love for life don't love you as much as you thought they did and can do without you as if they never knew you at all.
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i thought your attitude would change better
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afterall its just my thought

2010-10-26T01:48:00.002+08:00

Just realize how ridiculous and funny to think back of the past things that people had said.

The fact that normally what they have said, swear or wat ever they will never or might do, usually will be the first one to do. Same goes to relationship, when a guy promise and said things to you, but after the break up those things will be the first they will done. LOL (:
that is why never to believe them even though they sound damn serious.

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People say stuff all the time, some true, some not. But at the end of the day, your heart knows what the truth is. Time will prove and show the truth…

Regretz..

2010-10-18T22:14:00.000+08:00

NONONONO
I hope I wont regret making this choice ):
At least I tried so I wont regret things I have not done
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Sometimes we know we shouldn't and thats exactly why we do it.
Since I have made this choice I will just leave it all behind. cause I cant go back either
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To let go isn’t to forget, not to think about, or ignore. It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy or regret. Letting go isn’t winning, and it isn’t losing. It’s not about pride, and it’s not about how you appear, it’s not about obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn’t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, it doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt or sadness. It’s not giving up or giving in. Letting go isn’t about loss, and it isn’t defeat. To let go of something is to cherish the memories, to overcome and move on. It’s having an open mind and confidence in the future. Letting go is accepting, it’s learning, it’s experiencing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that once made you cry, laugh, love and grow. It’s about all that you had and all you still have. Letting go is having the courage to accept change and the strength to keep moving. It’s growing up, realising that a heart can sometimes change and it can also be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, clear a path and set yourself free.

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I’m going to set you free because I don’t deserve you. I deserve better.

jay bum

2010-08-21T00:28:00.000+08:00

<3 jae is coming soon FINALLY!!
(:(:

FRIENDS

2010-08-19T00:22:00.001+08:00

Friends
They will leave you eventually…cause in the end, it wasn't because you stopped caring them. It was because she stopped being a friend. So don’t ever turn your back facing your friends when you doesn’t know them that is one thing I have learned, you will never know when they will turn always you.
Dealing with backstabbers, they are ONLY powerful when our back is turned
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What goes around comes around. That's what people say. So all the pain you caused me will come back to you someday.
I wanna act like nothings bothering me. Like everything's terrific. I got a couple problems with people but I won't get specific.
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What upsets me is not that you lied to me, but that from now on I can longer believe you.
I've lied to you, you've lied to me,
sometimes it seems like you hate me,
I know you feel it too.
I wish it was back when it was just me and you.
but its all impossible
and I hate you now.
everything will end so I will just continue faking it just like how u did (:

2010-08-14T23:51:00.002+08:00

Some days are good
Some days are bad
Just bear with it and wait for those days that are good (:
That is what I usually tell myself to make me feel better (:
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It amazing that sometimes those comforting words that come from your friends or classmates can be a very short phrase or even just 1 or 2 words.

To me, now the most comforting words that I wish to be heard are “yeah me too!”

The moment when you find out that your struggle is also someone else’s struggle and that you’re not alone, fighting that same battle, so shiok arh!

evil thinking but who likes to suffer alone (:

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2010-08-14T00:07:00.003+08:00

finally its the last day of school, nearly partial but still stays in the end.
fyp gonna start when the holidays start...that sucks to the max..where are u my holidays ):

ohya recently have been meeting up with the girls (edith,gh n steffi) it will be better if ling li will be able to join us next time for the gossip session (:

2010-08-04T01:41:00.002+08:00

Things do not change but we change so if you don't like something, change it. If you can't change it, change your attitude. But I don’t think you are able to do it, that stupid attitude of urs stay with u for so long-.-..When you blame others, you give up your power to change, cause you always choose to escape from the truth

It's not that some people have willpower and some don't. It's that some people are ready to change and others are not. I prefer to stay who I am now because I am not ready at all and I don’t regret making the choice just regret I nv done the right thing earlier!

Building up all these defenses, Builind up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.
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The only person who never makes mistakes is the person who never does anything.
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"There is nothing wrong in change,if it is in the right direction. but how does we know whether we are in the right direction or we are just moving backwards....

2010-08-03T00:28:00.001+08:00

drinking session was fun
but I hate the after effect
rashes all over my body
):
damn it
consequences of drinking!
Alcohol gives you infinite patience for stupidity

moving on (:

2010-07-27T22:46:00.001+08:00

Life is about making the right decisions and moving on.
“You can't keep blaming yourself. Just blame yourself once, and move on.”
Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened

2010-07-22T00:18:00.001+08:00

It’s so weird
Who are you?
So familiar yet so different
You aren’t the one that I used to know
Who changed you?
Could we return back to the days we used to be?
No arguments, No quarrels, No backstabbing

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I guess it’s all impossible

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2010-07-20T21:56:00.001+08:00

Why issit so hard to communicate with you!
why I got to know everything from other people!
tell me straight at my face la!
you are the one who always create the problem n throw it to us WONDERFUL~

2010-07-06T22:22:00.000+08:00

No words is able to describe how I feel now
Just keep myself busy with report..report….and report

I wonder how many times you have been telling different ppl the same thing..BOO!!!be more creative..sickco
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Experience is what you have after you've forgotten her name.

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Just because...

2010-07-02T02:10:00.001+08:00

Just because i don't scream my feelings, doesn't mean i have none.
Just because i seem indestructible, doesn't mean i'm not weak.
Just because i don't cry in front of you, doesn't mean i'm heartless.
Just because you think you know me, doesn't mean you actually do.

Just because you know someone doesn't mean you love them,
and just because you don't know people doesn't mean you can't
love them.
Just because my eyes don't tear doesn't mean my heart doesn't cry.
Just because I come off strong doesn't mean there's nothing wrong.
Just because I flirt doesn't mean I'm interested.
Just because nobody complains doesn't mean all parachutes are perfect.
Just because you're miserable doesn't mean you can't enjoy your life
Just because we use cheats doesn’t mean we're not smart
Just because you're smart does not mean that the other guy is stupid
Just because someone passes a test doesn’t mean they can drive
Just Because I Care doesn’t mean you have To Treat Me as if I’m not there
Just because I'm wrong doesn't make you right
Just because your doctor has a name for your condition doesn't mean he knows what it is.
Just because you can't see it doesn't mean it's not coming, just because you can't see it doesn't mean it isn't there

Just because I am not a party girl, doesn't mean I can't hang.
Just because I get good grades, doesn't mean I'm a nerd.
Just because teachers like me, doesn't mean I am teacher’s pet.
Just because I am not a rebel, doesn't mean I'm scared.
Just because I am quiet, doesn't mean I don't speak up for what I believe in.
Just because I have morals, doesn't make me a good two shoes.
Just because I walk away from trouble, doesn't make me a pushover.
Just because I think before I act, doesn't make me a loser.
Just because it wasn’t the best to you, doesn’t mean to others as well
Just because you love me, doesn’t mean I have to love you back

2010-06-30T06:25:00.001+08:00

u did move on real fast
ha whatever u said last time
all BULLSHIT
whatever it is, u did move on which is a good thing liar (:
at least I wont feel guilty anymore
NO MORE

I know I've made a lot of mistakes, but I DON'T regret making any of them, because if I hadn't made them I wouldn't have learnt how to make things right.

2010-06-29T23:15:00.002+08:00

fcuk you fyp

fcuk you report

fcuk you daily grades

fcuk you UTs

I am at the verge of breaking down….

fcuk you RP

move on...

2010-06-09T01:39:00.000+08:00

It’s sad to see why people are still clinging on to the past
Let them pass, let them flow.
why people doesn’t want to face the reality, deal with the pain
no matter how hard you try, how not willing you are to gave up or not given up but what is yours will be yours, what never will…NEVER be yours
face the fact that there are things that can never be yours… never will永遠不是你的
stop assuming, face the reality, stop running away from it
There's a difference between giving up and letting go. Giving up is sacrificing what was rightfully YOURS, and letting go is forgetting what NEVER was.

I hope one day u will realize you have did what you could, when everything are already at your wits end and still nothing’s happening, just give it all up.
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forgive & forget is undoubtedly a good advice however not practical
when someone hurts us, its like an automatic mechanism, we usually want to hurt them back.
when someone lie to us,
when someone offended us, we want to straighten things right
But without forgiveness, wounds will never heal
we doesn’t know what tml will going to be but the only thing we know and have it is right now
Don’t stay mad for too long (: learn to forgive, live your life the way you want to live it.
Don’t worry abt ppl who don’t like you
However, cherish & appreciate the ones who do
Just breathe, and live life the way you want and you’ll be happy with and don’t let anyone tell you, you’re doing it wrong.

Guess the most we can hope for is that one day, we’ll be lucky enough to forget and move on.

the new start...

2010-05-26T00:03:00.001+08:00

Whoever says Friendship is easy has obviously never had a true friend!
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even though thoughts said
but thinking wont change
so it always remain the same
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no one is perfect. any of us.
everyone make mistakes,
we screw up but then we forgive and move forward
flaws is something everyone have
the only difference is whether one can take all their flaws and live with it, change it
or just simply run away trying to throw all burden away
just as simple as moving on, but what you leave behind, that makes it so difficult.
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if letting go doesn’t mean giving up, but rather accepting that there are things that cannot be.
Life ends when you stop dreaming, hope ends when you stop believing, love ends when you stop caring, friendship ends when you stop sharing
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It is best to let go …

2010-05-21T22:43:00.002+08:00

ha..
should have know this would happen AGAIN as usual...
everyone have their own limit
why should I always be the one who keeps on enduring all these nonsense
watever reason you say to others or to yourself…
BULLSHIT…
for now I won’t care and tolerate you anymore
ha
why should I, when you don’t
friends…you have a lot
you wont mind losing another one since this is the way you treat your FRIEND

disappointment

2010-04-23T22:09:00.000+08:00

It’s good to aim high
It’s good to have aim
Lt’s good to have confidence when you are doing things to achieve your aim
However, the higher you aim, the higher you drop.
The more you expect, the more disappointed you will be, isn’t it!

Arriving at one goal is the starting point to another.
But what if you don’t…are you going to remain where you are FOREVER?

well I guess it’s time to aim low so I wont be too disappointed even if I don’t get what I trying to get.
guess that’s life….
truth is ugly, life is cruel
that is why we always hide the truth….

suay-ness continue.....

2010-04-19T22:57:00.001+08:00

damn it…..
since school reopen nothing good is happening
when is my karma gonna stop
when will my suay-ness go off
when will I get back my money ):

WHEN!!!!!!
all my 3 new classes are

AWESOME….

tired

2010-04-08T18:09:00.006+08:00

Dental Anatomy

Damn…hate the new job I having now-.-
poor management, lousy supervisor, horrible environment and unfriendly staff-.-

Terrible long working hours gonna stand for freaking 10hours ):

But that is where I realise the importance of ……..

TATATATATA…….

PANAFLEX(:

OMGod I feel damn old now, every time after work whole body for sure will be aching like mad wonder why at first I am so excited abt it-.-

haix have to rush my report....what a great holiday i having (:

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Dental Anatomy

for some weird reason I feel like I am being spy or wat so ever….

just feel superb duper uncomfortable-.-

regret knowing these 2 person

you may or may not know….but since I never mention anyone'S name here don’t freaking ASSume things again and bother me.

FYP-.-

2010-03-26T20:37:00.000+08:00

haix… I hate FYP!!!

Need to go school everyday just for that few hours...no not even an hour-.-

worse Monday need to go back to school just to put the teeth in the solution and that’s it-.-

how interesting….

due to some reason faci hate our team

and she will be our PI

how great (:

thanks to u seriously…

if we had a choice….we wont trust u … seriously

軟的不吃要硬的！！！！

don’t piss us to the max

爱一个人。。。不是要拥有他。。。

而是祝福他会得到幸福快乐。。。。

(:

2010-03-19T23:59:00.003+08:00

started on a new job
quite tiring due to the fact that singtel job is TOO slack haha

didnt expect u to remember my name
didnt expect u to talk to me
didnt expect u to ..... HAHAHA
NG XUE JUN DUN JEALOUS ARH (:

suay-ness

2010-03-14T02:06:00.000+08:00

Been trying to convince myself that it is worth doing it

Been trying to fake that smile out from my face at all times

Been trying to hide my feelings deep inside my heart

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Guess that’s life

Faced it

Nothing much that I am able to deal with it

Hope my suay-ness can get rid soon-.-

"Sometimes your closest friend is your greatest enemy."
- Jason Fong

well how true it tat

random

2010-03-10T23:08:00.002+08:00

my god ):
the following few weeks I gotta see my fyp team members almost every day ):
sian-ness
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mange to found new jobs (:
kinda excited about it but due to fyp I cant work much ):
looking forward to Friday night (:

damn hot body (:
my eye candy <3

2010-03-04T23:37:00.002+08:00

omg for a moment i thought i am gonna die-.- the weather is just so freaking HOT...
guess what just happen recently-.-
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my room AIR CORN SPOIL
which means no air corn for 3days!!
YES 3days during this period of time!!!damn it

how am I gona survive -.-

不知道為什麼听許慧欣的歌令我回想許多以前的回忆

HOLIDAYS

2010-02-24T23:32:00.002+08:00

what does holidays means to u?

-->leisure time away from work devoted to rest or pleasure
-->vacation that people take to get rid of their normal routine and get reinvigorated to perform better in whatever profession they are in
-->day taken off or set aside for leisure and enjoyment as a break from work or usual activity
-->a period of time free from work or usual activity and given over to leisure and enjoyment
-->a day set aside by law, statute, or custom as exempt from regular work or business activities, usually to celebrate or commemorate something that happened on or near that date

all this definition are found from the internet

but why my holidays have to go back to school and complete my FYP
my holidays are filled up with FYPFYPFYP yes FYP!!!
i wonder does RP understand the word HOLIDAY!!!
u sucks man!

2010-02-17T21:34:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CNY everyone(:
well this year CNY was superb boring to me…
irritating as well due to all the ridiculous question being asked
lots of unhappy thing happened…hai
wat to do..tats life just face it n tml hopefully will be a better day
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what a boring holiday this is
well I guess I should start my FYP research real soon but there is always a reason that stop me from doing it HAHA
duno why everytime after watching his video I miss him so so so so MUCH<3
b-boys are just so cool(:
hope he does well…miss ya <3
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Never assume... because when you assume you make an ASS out of U and ME. tat is what yeoyeo tell me since sec sch until now i still cant forget....
Pride is increased by ignorance; those assume the most who know the least...
lastly,
To myself and anyone who's constantly feeling vulnerable: you need to have a little faith, not everyone you love is going to leave you.

happy CNY everyone (: <3

ASSume

2010-02-10T16:36:00.001+08:00

I wonder why do people LOVE to ASSume things
I hate it when he;
ASSume ALL ALL ALL ALL my fb status is for HIM
ASSume that he’s the main reason why I miss out Maybeline’s birthday.
ASSume that I was hurt by him because of his “cold” treatment when I’m actually NOT very concern.
ASSume that he knows the reason why I don’t wish to celebrate my 20th birthday when I didn’t even tell.
ASSume that he have HURT me ever so deeply, when I don’t even know I’m hurt.
ASSume that I lied to him
ASSume that I wasn’t fine when I said I am
ASSume that I miss talking with him
ASSume that I remember the things he said to me which is not sitting next to me and
ASSume I am very unhappy with it-.- when me myself don’t even know what’s happening.
ASSume that he know exactly why I have left early during that outing.
ASSume that I am trying very hard to maintain the friendship alive.
ASSume that I deleted him was because of Maybeline.

Just like you have said, I always told you not to ASSume, but you always ended up ASSuming things.
Then go ahead and ASSume everything. ASSume that I have given you advice. ASSume that I know what you are thinking. ASSume that I am being hurt by you so deeply. ASSume that all my FB status is for you. JUST KEEP ASSUMING because it really can save me from lots of trouble.
You had successfully made me so piss off with you when you gave me your livejournal link!
And you are freaking brainless to message me in the mid-night. EH HELLO, if you doesn’t wana sleep then don’t ASSume others will do the same thing as YOU!
And don’t you keep pestering others when people wana study for their UT3!!
You are totally a superb scarily person. The way you ASSuming things and write in your livejournal just made people thought that we are a couple when we are JUST friends. NORMAL friends. But seriously, I’m thinking if we are still friends now. LIKE ABIT HARD AH!
I don’t even know why you are behaving this way! Stop behaving like I ditch you when we are not even together.
But it’s quite hilarious reading your LJ. I didn’t know I have such power to colour and light up for your life during your darkness period without doing anything. COOL OR WAT. I swear I had a good laugh before I turned angry.

We ended up like this
Best friends to friends.
Friends to STRANGER.

YES. STRANGER
Stop making something out of nothing.

2010-01-27T00:26:00.001+08:00

OMG I can’t believe such thing happen in Singapore
And such thing happen to my family
Everything was so dramatic
The “sudden” popularity we are getting -.-
Reporters and photographer everywhere WOW
Taking pictures without getting permission and not even pay respect to my uncle.
Creating nonsensical “juicy” news
Disturbing people
Waiting at the staircase-.-

Come on, just place yourself in my uncle shoe, you guys hope that somebody keep taking pictures and disturbing your relative & family during your funeral. If you like it, I am speechless.

I realize how heartless Singaporean can be
Not even a phone call to the police or ambulance they willing to make, but they can happily see the accident happened.

Those KPO that witness the whole incident are simply HEARTLESS. the best thing was that those people aren’t stranger yet they don’t even bother to make a call for ambulance. well done(: hope you get nightmares every night (:

Although I didn’t like you, but I doesn’t wish you ended up like this.

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Rest in peace

goodbye

2010-01-25T20:42:00.000+08:00

heard the news

doesn’t know what to react

still in shock

everything was so sudden

still cant believe the fact

没機會看到你的最後一面

2010-01-20T21:43:00.001+08:00

Is hope a drug we need to go off of, or is it keeping us alive? hmm.....

on days when you beat yourself up over any regrets, always remember that life isn’t about all the mistakes you make, it’s about what you learn while you’re picking yourself back up from them.

Forgiveness is never easy. Bitterness is easy, Hatred is easy. But forgiveness, that is a tough one. Sometimes people say things they don't mean or do things they can't take back. Sometimes we do things we can't take back. We're all afraid of something.....

Happiness comes in many forms -- in the company of good friends, in the feeling you get when you make someone else's dream come true, or in the promise of hope renewed. It's okay to let yourself be happy because you never know how fleeting that happiness might be.

At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. That's how we're made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines. Or you can live your life crossing them. But there are some lines... that are way too dangerous to cross.

When you judge another, you do not define them, you define yourself.

damn i have no mood to do my RJ-.-

“A friend is someone who understands your past, believes in your future, and accepts you just the way you are.”

Random

2010-01-20T00:24:00.000+08:00

nothing to blog

nothing special or interesting things happen

nothing in my mind

NOTHING-.-

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I need COFFEE

I need CAFFINE just like the smokers who needs tobacco

never knew that quit drinking coffee will have about the same withdrawal symptoms as smokers

never knew that it will affect me

never knew…….

damn it

2010-01-15T23:11:00.000+08:00

OMG this is so demoralizing after seeing my pharmacology UT2 grade...

i dont even have the mood to do anything and i just anyhow submit my RJ and dun even bother to finish my quiz-.-

on the other hand, some of my friends get the same grade as me (:
wahahaha i m nt the worse 1 still thought most of them are better than me
hope i have the motivation to study for UT3

What a weird week

2010-01-15T19:06:00.001+08:00

partial-ed 2 times this week but it is more tiring than usual-weird

have 2 UT this week and I didn’t even study at all

rush-ed home today for 2pm(: but I didn’t get to watch it-.- Tvants doesn’t have that channel-.-

get my result which I am not surprise or shock at all-expected what grades to get as I didn’t put in much effort I guess

I wonder since when I did put in effort in doing things HA

Recently have been thinking a lot. I was wondering will I ever regret not choosing that route.

After suffering till year 2 and I have given up that path which I work so hard for-__-

I hope I won’t regret BUT I am starting to feel stupid why I have been so stubborn to take 5module package last time. I COULD HAVE CHOSEN THE MODULES I WANT!! damn-___- …that’s life, so face it since that is what I have chosen-.-

Lastly, I am stuck with ear candy (all thanks to Jolene keep listening and singing beside me haha) and will you marry me in my head now……

P.S-->haha u manage to irritate me..well done(: but I will chose to keep silent because you doesnt even worth me to talk to u..watever u said is so untrue to me hahaha i will just take it as a joke its quite entertaining sometimes(:

LOL

2010-01-12T21:36:00.000+08:00

SPEECHLESS is the only word I can used to describe

GOOD CREATIVITY and IMAGINARY is all I can said

today M saw me straight away keep laughing-.- thanks arh mingyuan
sorry that your earpiece are spoil-ed….next time just laugh out loud la HA

I <3 PARK JAEBUM

2010-01-11T23:10:00.000+08:00

Someone randomly, this post is for.
Haha, you know who you are!
Even if I never say!

Laughing my whole day when she's around,
Only she can remind me the thoughts of giving up.
Very very, she's nice.
Enough said, carry on reading.

Perhaps I haven't see the angry side of you,
Always smiling, your angry face, I just can't imagine!
Really really, I'm thinking damn hard how to carry on this!
Kindly don't read, it's all rubbish!

Just to let you know,
Anything that happens, you can let me know!
Even if it's things like she's drifting apart!
But, I can't keep secrets! So, be warn first!
Uniquely, my first post for someone.
Maybe this all sound stupid, but I'll try and write better next time!

from mingyuan(:

open house

2010-01-10T00:28:00.000+08:00

First day of open house was fun(:

but it is more tiring than attending lesson. somehow I don’t wish to skip Thursday and Friday lesson

Second day of open house was BORING!!

And that is where I realize the importance of friendship.

I do have lots of “friends”, but those that truly understand me and treat me as their friends, I guess less than 2. HA and some of them “ASSume” that they know-.-(speechless)

Although I didn’t done anything during the second day of open house but I feel even more tired-.-

superb exhausted.

and i completed getting all the eleven badges (:

SIT sucks!!shit u stingy ppl

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I have no idea why I get so irritated and mood swing easily, but the moment ppl start asking me question, I am piss off..so ya…sry to you guys if I offended you recently…but please don’t ask me anything, I will get damn irritated-.-

seattle!!!

2010-01-06T01:40:00.000+08:00

i got the urge to go SEATTLE NOW!!!!
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was late for school tdy for the FIRST time this sem-.- damn it
its only the second day since the school starts but i alr feel like skipping it-.-
wouldnt be going for thursday n friday lesson due to open house and sat have to go back to school OMG...
life sux to the max
will be going school whole week except sunday WTH

我不想长大!!!

2009-12-16T00:07:00.000+08:00

no longer 19 anymore ):
Although I doesn’t wish to face it -.-

A new chapter of my life

Forget all the past
Face the reality
Though reality is always cruel, but tats life ):

The past - you either miss it or regret it, but either way, you’re forced to remember it.
过去—〉不管你是漏掉或後悔，你还是会記得的

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ):

mistakes....

2009-12-13T00:22:00.000+08:00

I know I've made a lot of mistakes, but I don't regret making any of them, because if I hadn't made them I wouldn't have learnt how to make things right.

2009-12-11T23:21:00.000+08:00

YEAH!!

PP passed (:

holidays COMING(:

I m so going to let myself have a good rest this time round(:

I love rotting at home(:

this is for u-->逃避是解決不了问题的(:

happy holiday for u & hope u do some reflection on urself

few more days left):

2009-12-07T21:45:00.000+08:00

this is for u (:
this time round i wont so easily forgive u!
watch out HA!

same location different venue(:

Bi rain (:

2009-12-07T21:33:00.001+08:00

Ninja Assassin is damn AWESOME!! <3

2009-12-04T19:07:00.001+08:00

Second time SECOND TIME!!! This is the SECOND time u successfully PISS me off!!!! YES U ! CANDY KAY TING FANG….

WOW this is the second time you make me post on my blog about you again..you should be proud of it arh(:
*if you forget about the first time feel free to refer back to my MAY blog archive (: *

you should be DAMN lucky you aren’t a guy if not just now I CONFIRM whack you up….

THIS IS THE SECOND TIME I AM SAYING!DO SOME REFLECTION before you wanna confront people.
only stupid people like you will confront others when you are at fault. And giving LAME excuses to me for not answering my call or replying my sms…
well these are the reason she gave me

1) First, she said that she didn’t hear the ring ( on msn)
2)then she text me: I’m really sorry. My hp suddenly dun hav battery. So i didn’t heard it ringin. (this is what exactly she sms to me)
3)lastly, when I just reach class today, she tell me that her phone is inside her bag

WONDERFUL(:

If you were me, will you believe her (:

I called her for 2 hours and her phone just keep ringing(: and she told me her hp SUDDENLY DON’T HAVE BATTERY! and her phone can RING..0MG her phone have solar POWER-.-
you should be glad that I didn’t tear away your bloody UGLY poster!

All right this is for my fellow friends who wanna know what had happen
-->Yesterday I skip lesson to print my PP poster for this coming sat presentation, because nobody wants candy to follow them to sunshine plaza and NOBODY wish to help her or accompany her to the shop, so I was stupid enough to help her.

I went to woodlands library JUST for her to send me her poster, but she haven finish doing it
So I WAITED for her to complete it and send it to me when the internet connection there SUCKS TO THE MAX…

Carrying my superb heavy bag all the way to sunshine plaza and waited 1 hr there for our poster.

On our way back, its RAINING, me and my friends have to carry the bulky poster back!
Poor friend of mine Ng xue jun have to help me take candy’s poster, and she feel so ashamed because simply candy’s poster was just tat ugly.
And this girl takes things for granted….she end her lesson damn early tat day like 2.30PM!! and she dun even bother to come down and collect her poster..

She ASSume that I will pay for her, bring the poster back home and bring the poster to school the next day and give it her!! WTF!! eh hello..its your bloody ugly poster leh how dare you still complain to Jolene after school of cause go back home la KNN! no wonder don’t dare to pick up my call..

How dare you shouted at me as if you don’t have fault.. no wonder you have no friends willing to help you!

FUCK U LA..go ahead n cry again..nobody even bother to care for you like what had happen today in class…people are just laughing and feeling ashamed for you

And you just can throw away your lousy handphone because you don’t need 1..like what you have told jolene..most of the time is ONLY your family members called you..so sad arh ):

have you ever wonder why do people always gossip about you! how you dress, how you speak. how you walk and even how you eat..i bet you dun even realize people are saying about you..
seriously, I wonder what type of example are you setting in front of siblings..what kind of impression have you leave on them…

*PS-->candy nobody likes to be scold by others is damn embarrassing to cried so loud in class..next time wana cry go n hide somewhere-.-

2009-12-01T23:54:00.000+08:00

英文我也不能用

中文我也不能用

我真的覺得你很恐怖

是你令我覺得我们连朋友都做不成

如果有时間，我会換掉我的博客地址

是你逼我的

2009-11-28T22:39:00.000+08:00

是你的就是你的，不是你的就不是你的
勉強是没有幸福的
可是没有试过又怎麼知道
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所以我要去 seattle (:

2009-11-26T15:07:00.000+08:00

终于明天不用读书！！！！
终于不用看到你的脸！！
我很讨厌跟你一样组
我更讨厌我自己！！真想大声骂你喊出我的心里話！！

不要问我為什麼用chinese来update blog...

我知道你有我的blog address
我真希望你知道我在骂你（：

2009-11-24T23:35:00.000+08:00

最近, 心情很纳悶也很烦!!

為什麼开心這麼難... 傷心悲傷這麼容易做到

2009-11-16T22:20:00.000+08:00

NG XUE JUN 我對你徹底失望到極點

2009-11-16T12:59:00.001+08:00

i am damn disappointed with NG XUE JUN!

2009-11-10T20:45:00.001+08:00

If you love somebody, let them go, for if they return, they were always yours. And if they don't they never were..........................

holidays...where are u..... are u coming soon):
i m sick of school):

2009-11-10T20:34:00.001+08:00

If you love somebody, let them go, for if they return, they were always yours. And if they don’t they never were.

2009-10-30T23:38:00.000+08:00

wow this is only the forth week of school
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n this is wat i got -_______-

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PRO or wat ):

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this is it man
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this is it (:

2009-10-29T19:25:00.000+08:00

OMG

today skip-ped lesson....lena lesson somemore):
means next week i have to attend 5days of school damn it
no more skipping of lesson):

UT1 is just next week n i haven revise anything yet
this is it man

n today was the FIRST time me,xuejun n pauline went out together to bugis after knowing each other for so long-.- this is it.....

Quotes

2009-10-28T22:01:00.000+08:00

“Time is free, but it's priceless. You can't
own it, but you can use it. You can't keep
it, but you can spend it. Once you've lost it
you can never get it back.”

“Many people may listen, but few people actually hear”

“Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.”

“Why compare yourself with others? No one in the entire world can do a better job of being you than you.”

“I am afraid to show you who I really am, because if I show you who I really am, you might not like it--and that's all I got.”

Fate Brought Us Together it also can Ripped Us Apart.

2009-10-20T23:02:00.000+08:00

i know i am selfish

i might seems happy and cheerful but deep inside me is the opposite

i need a person who is willing to listen to be
who could be my listening ears? --> no1

please respect my decision
Don’t make things difficult for me
There is reason why i treated you that way
Stop giving you false hope
Best friend or even normal friend i don’t think we can be for the time being

but i hope
you do take care of yourself

FRIDAY^^

2009-10-09T21:47:00.000+08:00

i waited for it to reach so0o0o long
finally

finally

finally

FRIDAY ITS HERE

thats the motivation and reason for me to go for school today

well maybe next week start skipping lesson^^

KARMA

2009-10-01T12:34:00.000+08:00

please can someone tell me that I am still sleeping!
all this is just nightmare!
this cant be the truth!
it seems so real!
god is punishing me!
i m sorry
please forgive me

let me wake up

this arent the truth!

time will heal

2009-09-30T00:16:00.001+08:00

I hope you move on

cat abuser!!

2009-09-19T23:07:00.000+08:00

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The poor mother cat kept licking the kittens, hoping it would revive the kittens. Crying, the women who adopted the cat were unable to speak, hoping that the cat abuser can be found.

On the 11th within a Kunming Panlong District neighborhood, the four kittens of an adopted stray cat were abused to death. According to the family that adopted the stray cat, on the morning of the 11th when they heard the cat’s tragic cries, they rushed downstairs to discover this stray cat’s four kittens abused to death, and even placed in front of the mother cat. The kittens’ bodies were covered with bullet holes, with blood all over. One of the kittens had its neck tied with a rope and elongated, its chest cut open, heart exposed, while the other three kittens’ heads were stepped on. According to this journalist’s observation, the bullet holes on the kitten’s bodies were caused by a metal toy gun. It is reckoned that during the night of the 10th, someone used a toy gun to beat the kitten black and blue, so that it was unable to escape, before continuing to abuse/mutilate it to death, and intentionally put them beside the mother cat.

How many nursing mother cats have been trapped by our own local serial cat culler? He will never wonder but we wonder. To Mr TTK - If looking at these photos do not move any bit of conscience you have deep inside, you have nothing but our pity! For an animal has far more conscience than you!

F~E~A~R

2009-09-16T01:42:00.000+08:00

I don’t like spiders.

I dislike big spiders.

I never like falling spiders.

I hate falling big spiders.

I never love spiders near me.

I never enjoy falling spiders near me.

I swear I feel like dying when falling big spiders are near me.

gonna miss u ):

2009-09-05T23:28:00.000+08:00

i m so gonna miss u ):
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u are the reason that i visit and willing to spend money on

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u are my motivation to go to school

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u give me energy after class

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u make me dream of you in the night

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And now you are GONE without informing us ): *bad bad*

we will miss you): *sad sad*

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SEAWEED SHAKER FRIES ):

We will pray to see you soon again(:

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i m bored-.-

2009-09-04T12:39:00.000+08:00

This holiday is s0o0o0o0o00o boring

My PP not started yet

CE points not completed yet*not even half*

Daily & UT grades wasn’t good for year 2 semester 1 *actually all semester grades wasnt good*

Done badly for 'O' level oral-.-

Organize outing but nobody reply (: not even a NO.. great…
so next time don’t ever complain that we didn’t organize anything outing!!

Luckily found a nice drama to watch during this holiday(:福氣又安康
-->XUE JUN you should watch it, confirm make you cry out (:

Tuesday going sakae sushi with xj,pauline,vonny & kris (: this holiday I m s0o0o0o g0nna gain lots of weight!

Later celebrating jolyn’s birthday (: ^^STEAMBOAT ^^

This post is s0o0o0 boring
I wish I can write like how ming yuan did LOL
bye~~~

2009-08-29T21:48:00.000+08:00

They say it takes a minute
to find a special person,
an hour to appreciate them,
a day to <3 love them,
but then an entire life
to forget them

生命是短暂的
有人说，
用一分钟找到一个特别的人，
用一个小时去发现他的优点，
用一天去爱上他，
然后用一辈子去忘记他。

oral

2009-08-27T19:24:00.000+08:00

Close my eye and remove my sight.
Dim the lights just to hide my frights.
Forget the fight, now I’m blind.
It’s over.
Pat on my shoulder, myself.
Good job Lina.

2009-08-27T19:07:00.000+08:00

I thought a thought
But the thought I thought wasn't the thought
I thought I thought....

2009-08-26T00:07:00.000+08:00

Lately a lot of things have happen, everyone was busy with exams.
Finally, I am done with UT3 (:

~~~~~~~~~~~~HOLIDAYS~~~~~~~~~~~~

No more burning the midnight oil
No more disturbing friends in msn to disrupt on their revision (:
No more waking up early the next day
No more meeting ups for breakfast
No more W1 ice coffee for 5 weeks):
No more W4 handmade noodles
No more W54J/W55J
No more jobs ):
No more RP for 5 weeks (:
NO MORE(:

2009-08-21T14:04:00.000+08:00

Finally microbiology & lab management UT3 have finish.

I have no confident that there will be another A appears for my UT3, seriously!

Tml having chemistry UT3 and I don’t have the motivation or mood to carry on study, simply because no matter how I study, in the end the result will still be the same. So I just push all the fault to my facilitator SAN*Y YE* causing me to hate chemistry more more MORE!! if my grade sucks / good or whatever, I still BLAME HER haha

Anyway after reading lab management faci comments superb happy^^

that is what she said to me ^^
you really are a good speaker

OMG no wonder that day she wants ME to read the problem statement she LOVES it^^
I think I have more confident for my oral because of her comment YEAH^^

back to revision):

2009-08-21T00:31:00.000+08:00

Finally microbiology & lab management UT3 have finish.

I have no confident that there will be another A appears for my UT3, seriously!

Tml having chemistry UT3 and I don’t have the motivation or mood to carry on study, simply because no matter how I study, in the end the result will still be the same. So I just push all the fault to my facilitator SAN*Y YE* causing me to hate chemistry more more MORE!! if my grade sucks / good or whatever, I still BLAME HER haha

Anyway after reading lab management faci comments superb happy^^
that is what she said to me ^^
you really are a good speaker

OMG no wonder that day she wants ME to read the problem statement she LOVES it^^
I think I have more confident for my oral because of her comment YEAH^^

back to revision):

◊ my cookies n cream ◊

friendship

lies...

thoughts

Regretz..

jay bum

FRIENDS

moving on (:

Just because...

move on...

the new start...

disappointment

suay-ness continue.....

tired

FYP-.-

(:

suay-ness

random

HOLIDAYS

ASSume

goodbye

Random

damn it

What a weird week

LOL

I <3 PARK JAEBUM

open house

seattle!!!

我不想长大!!!

mistakes....

Bi rain (:

this is it (:

Quotes

Fate Brought Us Together it also can Ripped Us Apart.

FRIDAY^^

KARMA

time will heal

cat abuser!!

F~E~A~R

gonna miss u ):

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