lies...

people lie for lots of reasons, often because it seems like a way to get what they want with less effort. But like many short-term strategies, it's ineffective long-term. You run into people again later, and they remember you lied to them. And they tell lots of other people about it. That's what amazes me about lying. Most people who have told a lie think they got away with it....when in fact, they didnt..... R.P

OMG

u are very irritating….

u have no idea how much I could wana avoid u…

not that people dun care for u, its just that you dun do the same thing to them n why u expect them to do the same thing back for u…

now I would say ur stubborn should be replaced by the word- S_T_U_P_I_D-

know your limit!

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I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they are right, you believe lies so that you learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

thoughts

i thought we are close..but guess i was wrong
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It hurts to realize that them people you thought you'd love for life don't love you as much as you thought they did and can do without you as if they never knew you at all.
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i thought your attitude would change better
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afterall its just my thought

Just realize how ridiculous and funny to think back of the past things that people had said.

The fact that normally what they have said, swear or wat ever they will never or might do, usually will be the first one to do. Same goes to relationship, when a guy promise and said things to you, but after the break up those things will be the first they will done. LOL (:
that is why never to believe them even though they sound damn serious.

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People say stuff all the time, some true, some not. But at the end of the day, your heart knows what the truth is. Time will prove and show the truth…

Regretz..

NONONONO
I hope I wont regret making this choice ):
At least I tried so I wont regret things I have not done
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Sometimes we know we shouldn't and thats exactly why we do it.
Since I have made this choice I will just leave it all behind. cause I cant go back either
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To let go isn’t to forget, not to think about, or ignore. It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy or regret. Letting go isn’t winning, and it isn’t losing. It’s not about pride, and it’s not about how you appear, it’s not about obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn’t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, it doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt or sadness. It’s not giving up or giving in. Letting go isn’t about loss, and it isn’t defeat. To let go of something is to cherish the memories, to overcome and move on. It’s having an open mind and confidence in the future. Letting go is accepting, it’s learning, it’s experiencing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that once made you cry, laugh, love and grow. It’s about all that you had and all you still have. Letting go is having the courage to accept change and the strength to keep moving. It’s growing up, realising that a heart can sometimes change and it can also be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, clear a path and set yourself free.

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I’m going to set you free because I don’t deserve you. I deserve better.

jay bum

<3 jae is coming soon FINALLY!!
(:(:

FRIENDS

Friends
They will leave you eventually…cause in the end, it wasn't because you stopped caring them. It was because she stopped being a friend. So don’t ever turn your back facing your friends when you doesn’t know them that is one thing I have learned, you will never know when they will turn always you.
Dealing with backstabbers, they are ONLY powerful when our back is turned
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What goes around comes around. That's what people say. So all the pain you caused me will come back to you someday.
I wanna act like nothings bothering me. Like everything's terrific. I got a couple problems with people but I won't get specific.
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What upsets me is not that you lied to me, but that from now on I can longer believe you.
I've lied to you, you've lied to me,
sometimes it seems like you hate me,
I know you feel it too.
I wish it was back when it was just me and you.
but its all impossible
and I hate you now.
everything will end so I will just continue faking it just like how u did (:

Some days are good
Some days are bad
Just bear with it and wait for those days that are good (:
That is what I usually tell myself to make me feel better (:
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It amazing that sometimes those comforting words that come from your friends or classmates can be a very short phrase or even just 1 or 2 words.

To me, now the most comforting words that I wish to be heard are “yeah me too!”

The moment when you find out that your struggle is also someone else’s struggle and that you’re not alone, fighting that same battle, so shiok arh!

evil thinking but who likes to suffer alone (:

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finally its the last day of school, nearly partial but still stays in the end.
fyp gonna start when the holidays start...that sucks to the max..where are u my holidays ):

ohya recently have been meeting up with the girls (edith,gh n steffi) it will be better if ling li will be able to join us next time for the gossip session (:

Things do not change but we change so if you don't like something, change it. If you can't change it, change your attitude. But I don’t think you are able to do it, that stupid attitude of urs stay with u for so long-.-..When you blame others, you give up your power to change, cause you always choose to escape from the truth

It's not that some people have willpower and some don't. It's that some people are ready to change and others are not. I prefer to stay who I am now because I am not ready at all and I don’t regret making the choice just regret I nv done the right thing earlier!

Building up all these defenses, Builind up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.
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The only person who never makes mistakes is the person who never does anything.
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"There is nothing wrong in change,if it is in the right direction. but how does we know whether we are in the right direction or we are just moving backwards....

drinking session was fun
but I hate the after effect
rashes all over my body
):
damn it
consequences of drinking!
Alcohol gives you infinite patience for stupidity

moving on (:

Life is about making the right decisions and moving on.
“You can't keep blaming yourself. Just blame yourself once, and move on.”
Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened

It’s so weird
Who are you?
So familiar yet so different
You aren’t the one that I used to know
Who changed you?
Could we return back to the days we used to be?
No arguments, No quarrels, No backstabbing


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I guess it’s all impossible



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Why issit so hard to communicate with you!
why I got to know everything from other people!
tell me straight at my face la!
you are the one who always create the problem n throw it to us WONDERFUL~

No words is able to describe how I feel now
Just keep myself busy with report..report….and report

I wonder how many times you have been telling different ppl the same thing..BOO!!!be more creative..sickco
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Experience is what you have after you've forgotten her name.

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Just because...

Just because i don't scream my feelings, doesn't mean i have none.
Just because i seem indestructible, doesn't mean i'm not weak.
Just because i don't cry in front of you, doesn't mean i'm heartless.
Just because you think you know me, doesn't mean you actually do.

Just because you know someone doesn't mean you love them,
and just because you don't know people doesn't mean you can't
love them.
Just because my eyes don't tear doesn't mean my heart doesn't cry.
Just because I come off strong doesn't mean there's nothing wrong.
Just because I flirt doesn't mean I'm interested.
Just because nobody complains doesn't mean all parachutes are perfect.
Just because you're miserable doesn't mean you can't enjoy your life
Just because we use cheats doesn’t mean we're not smart
Just because you're smart does not mean that the other guy is stupid
Just because someone passes a test doesn’t mean they can drive
Just Because I Care doesn’t mean you have To Treat Me as if I’m not there
Just because I'm wrong doesn't make you right
Just because your doctor has a name for your condition doesn't mean he knows what it is.
Just because you can't see it doesn't mean it's not coming, just because you can't see it doesn't mean it isn't there

Just because I am not a party girl, doesn't mean I can't hang.
Just because I get good grades, doesn't mean I'm a nerd.
Just because teachers like me, doesn't mean I am teacher’s pet.
Just because I am not a rebel, doesn't mean I'm scared.
Just because I am quiet, doesn't mean I don't speak up for what I believe in.
Just because I have morals, doesn't make me a good two shoes.
Just because I walk away from trouble, doesn't make me a pushover.
Just because I think before I act, doesn't make me a loser.
Just because it wasn’t the best to you, doesn’t mean to others as well
Just because you love me, doesn’t mean I have to love you back

u did move on real fast
ha whatever u said last time
all BULLSHIT
whatever it is, u did move on which is a good thing liar (:
at least I wont feel guilty anymore
NO MORE



I know I've made a lot of mistakes, but I DON'T regret making any of them, because if I hadn't made them I wouldn't have learnt how to make things right.

fcuk you fyp

fcuk you report

fcuk you daily grades

fcuk you UTs

I am at the verge of breaking down….

fcuk you RP

move on...

It’s sad to see why people are still clinging on to the past
Let them pass, let them flow.
why people doesn’t want to face the reality, deal with the pain
no matter how hard you try, how not willing you are to gave up or not given up but what is yours will be yours, what never will…NEVER be yours
face the fact that there are things that can never be yours… never will永遠不是你的
stop assuming, face the reality, stop running away from it
There's a difference between giving up and letting go. Giving up is sacrificing what was rightfully YOURS, and letting go is forgetting what NEVER was.

I hope one day u will realize you have did what you could, when everything are already at your wits end and still nothing’s happening, just give it all up.
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forgive & forget is undoubtedly a good advice however not practical
when someone hurts us, its like an automatic mechanism, we usually want to hurt them back.
when someone lie to us,
when someone offended us, we want to straighten things right
But without forgiveness, wounds will never heal
we doesn’t know what tml will going to be but the only thing we know and have it is right now
Don’t stay mad for too long (: learn to forgive, live your life the way you want to live it.
Don’t worry abt ppl who don’t like you
However, cherish & appreciate the ones who do
Just breathe, and live life the way you want and you’ll be happy with and don’t let anyone tell you, you’re doing it wrong.

Guess the most we can hope for is that one day, we’ll be lucky enough to forget and move on.

the new start...

Whoever says Friendship is easy has obviously never had a true friend!
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even though thoughts said
but thinking wont change
so it always remain the same
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no one is perfect. any of us.
everyone make mistakes,
we screw up but then we forgive and move forward
flaws is something everyone have
the only difference is whether one can take all their flaws and live with it, change it
or just simply run away trying to throw all burden away
just as simple as moving on, but what you leave behind, that makes it so difficult.
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if letting go doesn’t mean giving up, but rather accepting that there are things that cannot be.
Life ends when you stop dreaming, hope ends when you stop believing, love ends when you stop caring, friendship ends when you stop sharing
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It is best to let go …

ha..
should have know this would happen AGAIN as usual...
everyone have their own limit
why should I always be the one who keeps on enduring all these nonsense
watever reason you say to others or to yourself…
BULLSHIT…
for now I won’t care and tolerate you anymore
ha
why should I, when you don’t
friends…you have a lot
you wont mind losing another one since this is the way you treat your FRIEND

disappointment

It’s good to aim high
It’s good to have aim
Lt’s good to have confidence when you are doing things to achieve your aim
However, the higher you aim, the higher you drop.
The more you expect, the more disappointed you will be, isn’t it!

Arriving at one goal is the starting point to another.
But what if you don’t…are you going to remain where you are FOREVER?

well I guess it’s time to aim low so I wont be too disappointed even if I don’t get what I trying to get.
guess that’s life….
truth is ugly, life is cruel
that is why we always hide the truth….

suay-ness continue.....

damn it…..
since school reopen nothing good is happening
when is my karma gonna stop
when will my suay-ness go off
when will I get back my money ):

WHEN!!!!!!
all my 3 new classes are

AWESOME….

tired

Damn…hate the new job I having now-.-
poor management, lousy supervisor, horrible environment and unfriendly staff-.-

Terrible long working hours gonna stand for freaking 10hours ):

But that is where I realise the importance of ……..

TATATATATA…….

PANAFLEX(:

OMGod I feel damn old now, every time after work whole body for sure will be aching like mad wonder why at first I am so excited abt it-.-

haix have to rush my report....what a great holiday i having (:

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for some weird reason I feel like I am being spy or wat so ever….

just feel superb duper uncomfortable-.-

regret knowing these 2 person

you may or may not know….but since I never mention anyone'S name here don’t freaking ASSume things again and bother me.